daily 24/8/2018

my taylor's uni life started on 22/8/2018
so meant I already have stayed 2 days in Taylor's uni hostel.
I'm taking a diploma in business and the course period is 2 years
quite long to study but I think I will be super busy after starting the lecture. So I may feel the time will pass very fast.
two days of experience the orientation day is quite fun for me.
I met some new friends here but it let me lack confidence also cuz they can speak English fluently.

whatever, today 24/8/2018 I join some club n society as Taylor's C.S.I. Volunteers and Taylor's business school society.

you did the best but it doesn't meant you could reach your dreams.

毕业后设了个梦想，想到爱尔兰留学
当然爱尔兰大学预备班的学费简直天价
而我出于小康之家没办法负担起
住宿最便宜都需要RM2000

努力的把IELTS考好，但是在这关键时刻。
我好像不想增加父母的负担
好像也没有那个必要到爱尔兰

今夜我睡不下，失眠了。我想写写心情 释放我的压力

我总不能做那么自私的人。。。

lack of rest

i couldn't sleep in the night , fierce to face ielts but i already did reading ,writing and listening which are tough parts.

later i have to sit for my ielts speaking test, i'm not really nervous for this task because i had experience with IGCSE speaking test.

After i sat the main three tests , i felt unconfident and discomposure.I don't what i had done and don't thinking that i can score good marks.

it's quite scary if i did'nt get the results what i needed.

my family and friends would give the pressure and negative idea.

i spend money and time to prepare the test ,but didn't presented well work in the exam.

frustrated at the all time.